Something about My Grandmother

My grandmother passed away in last Christmas.

At that time, I performed The Nutcracker at the National Theatre.

I couldn't perform at that day because my emotion was very bad.

Even I truned back at the next day, I thought I still couldn't put whole my mind on the stage.

My grandmother's funeral was my performance day, too.

At the most important day, I had to give up the performance.

This coincidence let me feel a little difference in my mind.

I still think that maybe my grandmom wanted to tell me something important about my life.

Maybe she wanted to tell me, dancing is not my all life, and I must take care about something important except dancing.

A day before two weeks, it was a raining day.

It rained cats and dogs.

After I finished rehearsal, and I came back home.

I talked to my mom about a dream.

I said I dreamed grandmom last, and she talked with me in our hardware store.

My mon said no wonder it was a raining day.

I just know it said if someone who passed away talks with you in your dream, it will be a raining tomorrow.

I can't believe that kind of unknow things, but I trust this thing with my grandmom.

Even I can't remember what she talked to me in the dream, I still look foward to dreaming her again.

I still miss her very much.